....M.ecca.....

What is now currently playing on repeat in my home, and on the road on my phone Crowned & Kissed by Esperanza Spalding on Grooveshark Hold On Me by Esperanza Spalding on Grooveshark Smile Like That by Esperanza Spalding on Grooveshark by the beautiful and talented Ms. Esperanza Spalding! Check out her entire album Radio Music Society for more!

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So I've been on a shopping spree blitz the past two weeks...I'm usually a cautious spender, but recently I've been making miscellaneous purchases here and there...Take for instance today; I bought, new yoga pants and shirt, socks, more pillow cases and a rug for our worn carpet at home. All purchases I really don't need. Not bad , say you... But yesterday I bought a new bag and wallet...And a few days before I took my roomie shopping only to find myself buying a new top, pants and shoes, and lip scrub and balm..So why all these random purchases so close together??? Well to self diagnose myself as the constant over analyzer I am, I think I'm using shopping to distract myself. Distract myself from the anxiety of wondering when he is gonna call me, or text me..or why he hasn't since that past two weeks when I last saw him. Maybe he just not that into me. Blogs, books say that if he was he would have called or text by now. Was it something I said or did to make him ...

....that a girl goes thru.... So i slept most of the day. Got home around 11 last night after a dinner and movie with friends. Was welcomed by gastrointestinal discomfort at all levels, which only means the arrival of my dearest of aunts;Aunt Flo.Took a tylenol to tell Aunt Flo to "SHUT IT!". Watched a TV show online and passed out soon after.... Only to start my day this Saturday evening, lounging around the house. It's just one of those days. I just want to stay in and do nothing. No going out with friends, no running errands. Just stay in. I eventually found energy to make pancakes for my roomie and I, and do laundry so I have clean fresh scrubs to wear to work tomorrow night. So with a somewhat newfound energy I type this. But still it is just one of those days.