....M.ecca.....

i thought about you today in church..imagining you sitting by my side.. don't know exactly what you look like but i'm pretty sure God has shown me you in my dreams and thoughts.. your face is a blur..can't distinguish your facial features, hair color, height but i know it's you.. i think about you alot really.. before i go to bed, when i wake up, as i make breakfast, in the shower, in the car.. i think about you before i go out and wonder if i'm gonna meet you that night.. i think about you in resturants and wonder if you're there.. i think about you in bars and wonder if a caught a glimpse of you or if i caught your eye.. or wonder if you'll be roaming the halls of the hospital i'm sure to be working at soon enough.. i'm pretty sure i haven't met you yet though, because my mind and heart tell me so.. God tells me so.. so i continue to wait for the day, night, circumstance, moment when we come face to face.. i wonder if i'll know at that time...

to all the father's out there including my own..you're not perfect but i'm glad God provided me with good dad...hope everyone is enjoying a wonderful father's day :).. today is another beautiful sunday. i'm back from church. had a good breakfast of pancakes, sausages and coffee with my mom and her friends. relaxing now before tonight's dinner and thought i should blog... okay gotta go give my father's day gift to my dad now...(shhhhhhh...don't tell..it's a wallet;))

*that it's okay to have fun a room of watching eyes..and not care* *learning my body is fun..fascinating..and important.. *if i don't love myself/body first than how can i really expect for a man to love me/my body in return in the way that i deserve *spicy food IS good! (not too spicy though) *it's okay to dance to the beat of a different drum..going out of your comfort zone is good and necessary *for every man/woman that doesn't love you back, there are millions out there that will. *God provides for you without you even knowing sometimes ( as evidenced by my current bank account :) *good friends are few *i'm running out of clean and clear facewash *it's time to wear my hair down (and wash it) *i'm not looking for the perfect man, because he doesn't exist. *being tired is a state of mind *apparently its "coke and rum" and not "rum and coke"....haaa..go figure