....M.ecca.....

GASP!!!! UPDATE: in all seriousness though..this dude seems sincere...lord knows what he deals with everyday or what he's going through so God bless him for having the courage to put this out there..more power to him!!...

have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror... i mean REALLY look at yourself...from your hair down to your toes and every spot in between...addressing every highlight and flaw...EXAMINATION...ASSESSMENT..whatever you want to call it.. well today is the first time in AGES...and i mean AGES..where i did just that... i was ready for it...excited almost... i never thought this day would come!...i'm not joking...and i'm proud of myself.. why?... because for so long i have been afraid to do so..ashamed even..asking myself questions like why would i do that? what purpose would it serve..i'm okay..just fine the way i am.. really now? i ask myself now..today... if i'm just okay, fine the way i am..then what am i scared of? let me tell you what i was scared of... i was scared of ME... i have gone so long thinking that i wasn't good enough.. i wasn't worthy.. i wasn't beautiful...i was just okay...fine the way i was...from my hair down to my toes and every spot in ...