....M.ecca.....

is that you be on it..... sigh..where to start..where to start...first off let me get this off my chest..HAAAAAAAAAAAAA... u know i like to call myself an educated person..and on occasion i enjoy educated programming..but for the most part, like a majority of our nation, this nation that we call America..i like for lack of a better word, train wrecks waiting to happen..or that have occured and the damage is so unrepairable u can't turn back.. college hill:southbeach falls under this category.. can i say a WHOLE lot of HOTMESSNESS going on..and thankfully it's not coming from the women on the show..it's the DUDES... ahhhh where to start..where to start.. well let me start first by explaining what the show is to those of you reading this not knowing what the heck i'm talking about.. college hill is a show on BET(black entertainment television)..and as you can imagine a majority of the cast are..well..black...except one dude on their that's a "white jamacian...

"for brothas that fake jax, get laid on they back.." so heres what i'm listening too as i await for the new college hill: southbeach to pop up on the BET website..why wait when you can get it online(with less commercials)... anyway i'm listening currently listening INI...fine underground hiphop..here some links (for anyone that knows a better way to link music posts that play on your site..help a sistah out.. http://www.imeem.com/people/xhpdxo/music/Ivx-ou7j/pete-rock-ini-fakin-jax/ and http://www.imeem.com/dellone/music/dVuMomsi/pete-rock-grown-man-sport/ i need to find a better way peoples!!! you can find these songs also on my playlist on imeem: http://www.imeem.com/people/Ms-fger and i also add them to my blip playlist as well: http://blip.fm/Mikabee ... p.s..for tunes go to Pandora radion @ http://www.pandora.com/ ... free radio that caters to your listening needs :)

by no means am "the nurse ambassador" or such things of that nature..but seeing as i just graduated from nursing school and hope to be working successfully as a nurse in the soon future..i just wanted to share some things i enjoy in my "nursing leisure time"... first off..there is an amazing forum for all prospective, student and working nurses to join... its called allnurses.com, here is the link: http://allnurses.com/whyjoin-info.html ... check it out..good stuff..i even posted a few responses/posts on there.. can get good information dealing with any type of nursing field: ICU, ER, OB(mother/baby, L&D), subacute care..you name it... i also recommend any future or working health care professional along with anyone else who can stand the blood and guts to turn to Discovery Health channel at some point of time in there lives..fascinating shows, real life situations..can't get much closer to the hospital than that on TV..shows to note are Trauma: Life in the...

whats in a dream..what to they mean.. i will never know.. me and my sister often times tell each others dreams.. the one's that stick out..in an attempt to analyze exactly what that particular dream meant..there are various websites dedicated to this freudian task of dream analyzing..even phony psyhics take a crack at it.. maybe sometimes dreams are just not meant to be understood.. i've had several dreams of babies..in one, i walked into the baby's room to find a beautiful round headed baby sleeping in it's crib, awakening from it's sleep.. i picked up the baby to tend to it's needs only to find that i didn't feel like the baby was my own, it couldn't be..how could i've created something so fragile and beautiful without remembering where the baby came from (delivery, pregnancy, conception, nothing)..and in another dream i had a dream i was overlooking a baby in a hospital..it was supposed to be premature..with tubes and all..but the minute i laid ey...

sigh..so it's about 1448, June 2,2009 and i haven't made a post since about 2200 last night..u missed me... i know you did.. whoever is reading this beside myself and a selective few i felt brave enough to share this with {Shout out to my big sis punchiebaby!! glad u like this! love ya;)}..and too everyone else who stumbles across..thanks for taking the time to try to comprehend the madness that is my sanity..as i go on in this blogging adventure you will find that there is a method to my madness.. ladida..so i was an early bird again today..woke up at 730 to my phone letting me know that i had 6 new emails.. i skimmed through of course and decided to wake up to attempt to start my day..took a nap about 1130 and woke up at 1300 for a lunch of salad, popcorn, and lomilomi salad and haupia ( hawaiian translation time: lomilomi salad= diced tuna fish salad of tomato and onion + haupia= cocunut pudding/jello= yummy) but i'm sure you care less of what i ate...just wanted to wri...

i just realized it is not tuesday yet..the real time of this post will be 2206 on June 1st..anywhoo.. just wanted to wind down the day or should i say night.. ended up skimming the vibe mag..read some of the WG book, and attempted to look at my Saunders book!! yay!!..sigh.. watched some of intervention and obessessed tonight..(chick is crazy to let someone hold a knife to her throat..but this is the same chick that bust into dude's house last week knowing good and well he's a germaphobe..and was like can i use your bathroom, my period is on..should have seen the look on ol' dudes face..and after, she was like rub your face on the towel i used to wash my hands of my vaginal secretions..don't believe it, watch the show.. i kid you not !) ..but it's now 2211..and i'm far from sleepy (gotta love how night shift changed my biorhythm...that mid morning power nap fully helped too..probably won't wind down till 2330-00..sigh..) i took some pictures tonight playing w...

so the erykah/goapele concert was AWESOME!!! man, ms.badu is siiiiiiiiccckkkkk!! (and i mean that in the best way)..the show was Great.. she perfomed a couple songs from her recent album New Amerykah, pt. 1: 4th world war..click here for a taste: http://www.imeem.com/artists/erykah_badu/album/axdOL6Eg/new-amerykah-pt-1-4th-world-war-album/ she also covered classics like on and on..love of my life..and back in the day... i wish she was on there longer(only was on stage for about 45 min to an hour b4 some whack rapper came on as a interlude to goapele.. goapele was good too..she did a new song called milk and honey..pretty hot..and of course her hit closer.. it was a Great night..good food, good drinks, good friends..good music..whatmore can i say.. alot of people turned out as well..good to know good music gets around