....M.ecca.....

just wanted to share this...thought it was pretty sweet...showcases the artist dwele and his PURE talent (just PURE)..plus a nice tribute to the great mj...enjoy..

heeeellllooooooooo!!!! it's been a long time... shouldn't have left you.. without a nice beat to step to..step to... just had to do that... i know it's been sometime... why haven't i blogged??? u ask... because a lot has been going on in this world... first ed..then farrah...now michael...I mean really MICHAEL JACKSON...that was a wth moment...and today billy mays....sigh.... but they all left a mark in this world...a BIG mark... everyone...please watch farrah's story...it came on NBC then oxygen...it's soooooo amazing to see what that woman went through in her battle with cancer...she was a courageous woman..and to put yourself out there like that all for the better cause of putting a voice to a devestating disease...man...it left me speechless... and michael..watching the BET awards as i type...i realize that there will never be ANOTHER that will come close to what you did for music...you will be missed... sigh..so here i am...typing and watching BET's att...

out of respect...rip michael jackson and farrah fawcet..you will be missed...

well i wanted to crank out a few post before tomorrow..i'll be M.I.A for a day or so so this time i'm giving you a disclaimer (cough, cough, PUNCHIE! ;)).. tomorrow i'm scheduled to stay a day or so over at my friends house in schofield..( don't you love how i used scheduled, sounds like i've really been productive when u all know i haven't..) so if u don't see post tomorrow or the next day it will be because i'm chilling at the pool with my friend and her babies..(no i can't swim, it just sounds cool)... hasta luego (is that right)... by the way i hope u enjoyed single chronicles and the thought about you post..especially that thinking about you post..it's the closest i've come to what i call my poetic genius.. i'm really proud of it though :)..hope u liked it.. see i can be serious sometimes..

just wanted to catch up on another round of all things RN for all you working nurses, nurses to be, retired nurse, and everyone else who is just plain interested! *if u haven't already, check out TNT's HawthoRNE coming on tomorrow evening (tuesday around 8/9 central i think).. here's a link to the shows official website: http://www.tnt.tv/series/hawthorne/ check it out for full episodes..clips and more i watched last weeks episode..wasn't paying full attention but it seems like a good show..and u already know i was checking out emt dude;)... *Nurse TV comes on tomorrow morning (tuesday) at 10 for all you hawaii viewers (KHON) and reality junkies.. *read up on the lastest newbrief from ANA: http://www.smartbrief.com/servlet/wireless?issueid=A299EA67-D3A2-42A9-BAA1-0454960E11A6&sid=6200d3ce-979f-4adc-93ec-8214fb3741da personally, i haven't been catching up but doesn't mean you shouldn't be..good information for everyone to know.. sorry you have to copy and...

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it's about that time again..time for another music review of music i love.. i like to showcase albums that are must haves for me in a music world full of albums full of crap..you know those albums that you only like one track out of like 20 songs...yeah... but dwele like jilly from philly is one of those artist that puts out EXCELLENT albums..the kind that you can listen to EVERY single track on that joint..so here are some albums to check out by dwele.. his latest: sketches of a man is off the CHAAAIIINNN!!! ps: i'll feature one of my favorite songs on that album after this posts!!

i thought about you today in church..imagining you sitting by my side.. don't know exactly what you look like but i'm pretty sure God has shown me you in my dreams and thoughts.. your face is a blur..can't distinguish your facial features, hair color, height but i know it's you.. i think about you alot really.. before i go to bed, when i wake up, as i make breakfast, in the shower, in the car.. i think about you before i go out and wonder if i'm gonna meet you that night.. i think about you in resturants and wonder if you're there.. i think about you in bars and wonder if a caught a glimpse of you or if i caught your eye.. or wonder if you'll be roaming the halls of the hospital i'm sure to be working at soon enough.. i'm pretty sure i haven't met you yet though, because my mind and heart tell me so.. God tells me so.. so i continue to wait for the day, night, circumstance, moment when we come face to face.. i wonder if i'll know at that time...

to all the father's out there including my own..you're not perfect but i'm glad God provided me with good dad...hope everyone is enjoying a wonderful father's day :).. today is another beautiful sunday. i'm back from church. had a good breakfast of pancakes, sausages and coffee with my mom and her friends. relaxing now before tonight's dinner and thought i should blog... okay gotta go give my father's day gift to my dad now...(shhhhhhh...don't tell..it's a wallet;))

*that it's okay to have fun a room of watching eyes..and not care* *learning my body is fun..fascinating..and important.. *if i don't love myself/body first than how can i really expect for a man to love me/my body in return in the way that i deserve *spicy food IS good! (not too spicy though) *it's okay to dance to the beat of a different drum..going out of your comfort zone is good and necessary *for every man/woman that doesn't love you back, there are millions out there that will. *God provides for you without you even knowing sometimes ( as evidenced by my current bank account :) *good friends are few *i'm running out of clean and clear facewash *it's time to wear my hair down (and wash it) *i'm not looking for the perfect man, because he doesn't exist. *being tired is a state of mind *apparently its "coke and rum" and not "rum and coke"....haaa..go figure

i'd like to introduce i new series...created my whoelse but me :)...inspired by fun nights out with friends and the fact that i'm in fact (no surprise to those actually reading this) SINGLE!!! and have been single all my 24 years of life..and have now come to terms with and fully appreciating my singledomness (is that even a word??!!?).... so this is not gonna to be or meant to be a bitter young woman griping and ranting about how her life sucks cause she's single...no not this chick...it's more of a celebration.. celebration of freedom, learning about myself and what i have to offer, learning how to connect with people spritually, emotionally, intellectually, and physically... i could probably think of more but just those alone are sufficiant enough to make my point... so shall we start with last night... i think we should... friday, june 19th, 2009 it's 630 and i'm waiting for one of my friends to come pick me up for dinner. she's one of my best friends. i...

ooooohhhhh whoooooo....long time... i know..i know...why haven't i blogged in a few days? you may ask... answer: i don't know..thurday came and went..then friday came with friday night plans (YIPPPEEEEE!!)...i just haven't been feeling it..it being the blogging spirit... but i'm BAAACCCKKKKKK... with things to share :)...aren't you happy... p.s. if u love me so much..and by now i'm sure u do..and can't wait for my posts..which i know you can't.. and you are absolutely dying to know what i've been up too, check my twitter for quick updates...simple/sweet...plus music... what more can i say...https://twitter.com/mikabee1103

GASP!!!! UPDATE: in all seriousness though..this dude seems sincere...lord knows what he deals with everyday or what he's going through so God bless him for having the courage to put this out there..more power to him!!...

have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror... i mean REALLY look at yourself...from your hair down to your toes and every spot in between...addressing every highlight and flaw...EXAMINATION...ASSESSMENT..whatever you want to call it.. well today is the first time in AGES...and i mean AGES..where i did just that... i was ready for it...excited almost... i never thought this day would come!...i'm not joking...and i'm proud of myself.. why?... because for so long i have been afraid to do so..ashamed even..asking myself questions like why would i do that? what purpose would it serve..i'm okay..just fine the way i am.. really now? i ask myself now..today... if i'm just okay, fine the way i am..then what am i scared of? let me tell you what i was scared of... i was scared of ME... i have gone so long thinking that i wasn't good enough.. i wasn't worthy.. i wasn't beautiful...i was just okay...fine the way i was...from my hair down to my toes and every spot in ...

is a silly movie..in a good way...i had low expectations for it..i'm not even gonna lie..yeah the humor is crude but it's not overkill like "knocked up"...point is... i enjoyed the movie...it's fun..interesting plot...take it how you want.. plus bradley cooper a.k.a. phil and the guy that played the groom (doug) were not that bad to look at as well :) speaking of not bad to look at dudes..(cough, cough segway)... lets make a list shall we, okay: 1.) Loren Dean!! don't know who he is?? google him baby.. or let me do it for you... enjoy... http://lorendean.tripod.com/ yessir!!! all i can say is i have many GOOD dreams about him ;);)...sigh.. 2. Tyler Christopher...aka Nikolas Cassidine on General Hospital ...sigh...dude is addicting to look at...his wife is one lucky chick i tell ya... sorry girls wanted more...well by my standards those two are to cream of the crop...i mean u get ur cuties everynow and then...and i'm not gonna go into the cuties i've m...

yayyyy..i'm getting out of the H-O-U-S-E today guys....about to have a late lunch and dinner with my amiga...excited!!! nothing like good food and a movie that you haven't seen and that's not a HORRIBLE bootleg (don't act like you don't know what i'm talking about.. the BAD ones with people actually walking across the camera lens and blocking the picture..you know what i'm talking about!!! don't front!)... sigh...yeaaahhhh... and double yeah for HawthoRNe coming on 2nite!!!! tnt....lets weeerrrrkkkk!!!!

i tell ya ;)...so i fibbed yesterday and said i was gonna hit you with a blitz of blogs...and what did u get..a bunch of pics...not even a goodnite...(hope u enjoyed the pics by the way)... rest assured though..didn't forget about you..just spent most of yesterday relaxing and eating...trying to think of good topics to write about...and i DID infact write..you just haven't SEEN them yet because i didn't POST the blogs (come on now, get smart, and i say that with love)... i didn't post the blogs because number 1. didn't like the one of them...and number 2. the other one didn't post because the site was down...plus didn't really like that one either... if you didn't know..i strive for perfection (when i want)...and want to grace my presence with worthy material by my own standards..and for the sake of you all... keep in mind occasionally you might get something whacked out from me because i believe it is in those whacked out moments that pure genious arriv...

helllllooooooooo..... do i smell a blogging blitz today... think i do... up early and got ready for church early...back from church..bout to eat some breakfast...so why waste a beautiful sunday late morning not blogging.... and cue music.... http://www.imeem.com/people/TX-Mbj/music/DrITJZ6u/maroon5-sunday-morning/ no wait... want the video...to see the hot original drummer.. oh wait here it is.... http://www.imeem.com/maroon5/video/x2LMvi2o/maroon-5-sunday-morning-music-video/ yeah buddy...he's a cutie...adam's not to bad to look at neither;)...holla at your girl.. i digress.. today is such a beautiful day i tell ya...gonna post those pics of the 'hood like i promised...and some more random thoughts and blurps.... side note: speaking of cute musicians...brandon boyd (lead singer from incubus if u didn't know, come on...GET SMART!!)....ur beautiful!!!! get at me;)....sigh.... now WORK!!!!

i know i haven't been blogging today like i had plan..man i just need to get ON it man... really do...can't get too lazy now...anyways just wanted to share this cuz this vlogger gave me the giggles on night...hilarious stuff and good information... http://www.youtube.com/user/SugarFreeTV and i already know that i'm gonna have to steal some of her terminology... lets WORK!!!! check it... p.s. tomorrow i'll get ON it...promise...

i was browsing allnurses.com last night..and came across this post...you can click the link for the full post and responses right here: http://allnurses.com/general-nursing-discussion/patient-made-me-397257.html ... but i'll go ahead and copy and paste the whole post write after this sentence... all i have to say is this is a account of a TRUE nurse... A patient made me cry today by flightnurse2b Premium Member ~*beach bum*~ Years Exp: 1: LPN, 6: ParamedicNursing Specialty: EMS, ER, GI, PCU/Telemetry Received 3,686 Kudos from 1,137 posts Join Date: Jul 2007Posts: 1,967 my skin is really thick. i've seen alot of things between being a nurse and a paramedic. i've seen abuse, neglect and death before. today, i got a patient from the emergency room with a massive infarct. the report i got never could have prepared me well for this patient. he truly broke my heart. when he arrived to the floor, i couldn't honestly tell if he was breathing. his gaze was fully deviated, he wa...

watched this movie for the first time and absolutely CRIED my EYES out.....for anyone who hasn't seen it..please watch... tnt just aired it this evening and i'm pretty sure it will be coming on again soon on the same channel...same channel that's airing HawthoRNe this coming tuesday at 9:00 hawaii time... awww pursuit of happyness was sooooo good...to see a man that worked his heart out for his son..and hitting rock bottom multiple times before reaching his dream...there is soooo much i could run on and ON about dealing with this movie...i can't even start..man... i'm drying my tears now watching the wood ...gotta luv this movie!! classic.....friday night home...gotta luv that.... and you thought i was serious about opening a book tonight...on a friday....HAAAAAAA!!!

whewwww...my heart is racing...this time for good reason..just got back from my trek from the busstop...cooling off now and sipping on a slurpee...life is good :)...man...still catching my breath... one more time..whew... okay i'm ready... man i'm full of all this energy all of a sudden...don't know if it's the fact that i've been up and at 'em since 8..got to my alma mater around close to 11ish...and let me tell you..u of h was dead!!! crickets..crickets... i was all excited...i was like man wonder who i'm going to run into...wonder if i see any new eye candy..granted i was only there to pay a bill...u never know;)... but man i got there and it was like...cricket..cricket.... nothing was popping off at u of h but the rent...and i did what i was supposed to do...gave the people my money and know i'm set to finish these 6 weeks of my online course so i can finally wipe my hands free of u of h for good...and get my ATT.. and take the NCLEX by end of August...

omg...i went the whole day without blogging...well it's almost 00..that means i should go to bed so i can get up tomorrow and get some stuff done for once in the past 3 weeks... sigh..... but just wanted to blog to say i didn't forget about you...i'm still here...the reception was nice...it's good to see a marriage that lasted so long still together and going strong...they're a wonderful family and i'm happy to a part of their celebration...God bless them.. big up to lasting love... man i need to get on my study game..and blogging game as well...we'll see what tomorrow brings... night oh wait...wanted to share this pic i took the other night of the moon hiding between the clouds...majestic huh???...

just got finished flatironing my hair and was about to give myself a heatstroke in the process..but now i'm cooling off and ready to blog...after listening to jamie cullum's version of "only have eyes for you..and watching a video on youtube covering the topic of the possibility of being in love with two people at the same time.. i felt compelled to put in my two cents... let's see what i come up with... first of all what does being "in love" with some really mean... like when people say that old tired line of: "i love you but i'm not IN love with you..." i mean what the____ does that really mean...really... i personally don't know.. a response to the vloggers video stated that its totally possible to be "in love" with more than one person because you can be "in love" with your husband, children, parents, siblings,etc.. don't know if i really buy that...sure you can love your parents, children, siblings...but don'...

heard this on SYTYCD...liked it..found it...enjoy http://www.imeem.com/artists/jamie_cullum/music/Fg-VmgLv/jamie-cullum-i-only-have-eyes-for-you/ never heard of him before tonight...sounds good...

i'm baaaaaccccckkkkkkkk!!! aren't u excited...didn't you miss me!!!! well i'm watching ghosthunters now and thought i'd make a blog...of just random stuff.... so i'm really excited!!! end of this month i'm going camping!!! well thats the plan...just got word the tentative camping site is @ waimanalo beach park which is nice!!!...its going to be for the whole weekend from friday to sunday..so hopefully your gurl will last ;)...i, personally, ain't the one nor two to be doing all the outdoorsy stuff..but what the heck...it's summer...i have nothing to do...good friends=good times :)... i'm debating on what to wear to this wedding reception tomorrow..as i was saying...i'm expecting it not going to be to fancy spancy (don't you love my terminology) since it's actually a reception for couple who are renewing their vowels...not to say that it's any less important..but i'm just saying...we (my mom and i), were invited to go to the ac...

hello...happy hump day...i'm here..haven't forgot about you..just got to get my mind right...washing my bedspread...about to jump in the shower and wash my hair...get all fresh for hopefully another night of blogging...after SYTYCD (so you think you can dance, yeah...i'm addicted)..we'll see what i have to talk about... tomorrow i'm going to a wedding reception so i have SOMETHING to do finally...was supposed to go out for a day of pedis and movies with my girl the other day..but she's still recovering from a hernia surgery (get well gurl)...so i've stuck in this house thus far (not complaining by anymeans) friday i have to go pay my bill for my online (and final college course!!!)..775 dollars!!!!! insane!!! maybe i'll go visit my old work place...maybe i'll force myself to study for the impending NCLEX since i'll be in a library...who knows... expect a blog...that's my word....

keeping true to my word..here is a must buy album for all you hardcore r&b/neo soul fans...jill scott is my idol...i absolutely love her and her music..her most recent album; jill scott: the real thing,words and sounds is a MUST have.. also check her other albums as well... who is jill scott??-check this weeks playlist-quik mix of jill scott.. right there...that brown thingy playing to your right...listen and learn... :) UPDATE: to hear more songs from her albums, go to my jill scott playlist on imeem.... http://www.imeem.com/people/Ms-fger/playlist/yd8Zog1N/jill-scott-music-playlist/

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1.) which is more stalkerish...facebook or twitter....? 2.) when will i stop hearing about jon and kate + eight?... 3.) why is kathy griffen so naturally funny?... 4.) why do i find hilarity in situations that really aren't that funny..like the when a story is obviously overdramatized?... 5.) why am i craving a big mac right now...with fries.?.. 6) i wonder how much people are really reading this blog?...besides me?... 7.) how come i saw 2 guys i admired from a far in unlikely places?... 8.) how come God is so gooooooooddddd! ?:).... 9.) why is when you don't want to see someone they are always in your face..but when you're feening they're no where in site?.. 10.) is it wrong to want to be by yourself sometimes?...

as of yesterday this blog has been a week old!!!!! happy 1 week birthday!!! i love being lazy and having absolutely nothing to do...for now... i'm almost 25!!!!! 5 years till 30....wowwwww...... i'm lucky to live in hawaii i'm lucky to live in the neighborhood i live in... even though my family is far from perfect....my family is still "my" family and i wouldn't trade them for the world i can't make everyone happy it's okay to say no not everyone is going to understand you...even those that are closest to you...but that doesn't mean they don't love you any less it's okay to cry...it doesn't make you weak.. God uses anybody, anything, anyway to talk to you.. i've come so far but have so much to learn about myself there's beauty in the unknown... i'm addicted to youtube i'm addicted to checking my facebook, twitter every 5 minutes if i had my way i'm border line OCD... i'm addicted to being on this computer.. peopl...

but first... you thought i wasn't serious about my learning how to cook...haaaaaa!! here is how my cornbread muffins came out... i'm so proud...and they are super easy to make..just follow the instruction on the box and ouila!!!.....(i used jiffy...2 boxes=double the eggs and milk) after cooking for 15-20 min, spead some butter and honey mixture on top...yummmmmyyyy... side note: i originally wanted to give a frame by frame of all the "cooking action" that took place...but it is soooooooo humbug(=irritating) uploading the pics in the order i want them...still learning how this thing works so this will just have to due for now.......

i didn't write not one blog yesterday....not even a link... just been feeling somewhat underweather lately.. been thinking alot..been sore..just been....and i thought about blogging.. but honestly didn't want to... but today is a new day..after some rest..and just coming back from a mini walk down the street(God i forgot how beautiful my neigborhood is!!! not to fret i took pics!).. about to make some cornbread muffins to go with tonights dinner.. (yummy).. so i'm beating this slump..and getting reenergized for tonight...not going out or anything...but i'm making a date with this blog;)..got more pics more reflection.. but first i gotta tell what's been on my mind...

before i settle into my wg book for a bit..and watch more youtube...and hit up blip..which i might post some links on here afterwards.. i just want give somewhat of an outline of topics, ideas , rants/raves i'll do in the near future..maybe even tomorrow's post (which it is NOT sunday yet by the time of this post..still saturday..2200..sigh..need to work on that)..but here is what i'm planning.. music review..a cd review of what i consider must haves...may do a song one..but i stay posting song links so i'll just stick to highlighting cds or artists shall i say.. hair review...add more links of pics of hair styles i inspire to create...maybe take some pics of my own trial and error..ugghhh..this is really iffy though.. more random stuff about me...i kind of like the 5 facts..maybe expand to 10 facts... a question segment where i ask interesting and random questions for ie..1.) when u follow celebs on twitter..how do u REALLY know for sure its them...and 2.) does that ma...

yeah..i said it...right now about the only thing i'm good for are pancakes..and as you can see from my previous post (..where did i go wrong), even that is a miss at times... so i concluded that i need to learn how to cook...there will be day when i will be living completely on my own...and won't have the money or stomach to eat out everynight.. what brought me this epiphany you may ask..plain and simple watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BMAzRpSnDGg i'll be so happy when i learn how to post the actually video instead of providing all these links!! but till then this has to do... and it looks easy enough!...i wanna try this...

usually my blogs have been pretty random..but as i was in the shower and thinking about what to write about tonight..several ideas popped into my head..one of them being a 5 random and wierd things about moi totally inspired by youtube.. there is this thing that vloggers do where one vlogger or subscriber "tags" the intended vlogger with 5 questions/facts that the vlogger must answer.. so here is my version since you will probably most likely will never see me in a vlog (vlog=video blogger, one who unlike me rants/reacts to everyday like infront of their camera..and posts it for the world to see) here we go..5 random and wierd facts about me..let me cue the music..okay music is a GO 1.) i have wierd eating habits...i tend to foods that comprise a meal in a particular order..for instance..classic ie..if a get a big mac meal from mcdonalds...i always eat the fries first, then the hamburger..this goes with any burger meal..if i'm eating at a more highend place i might switch...

i know i've been kind of MIA lately...honestly i've been veging out..but i promise i'll attempt to to another blog blitz in a bit..need to freshen up a little bit and get all pretty for my night lounging session...basically i'll get a u in a sec..... (an hour later)..okay i think i'm ready...and my hair needs to be washed..BAD!!!

doing some of my morning/midday online snooping...can't wait to the album comes out...i'll be buying this track off itunes probably.. Jay-Z “When The Money Goes” Leaked Track Posted using ShareThis p.s: please excuse last nights rambling.. i was on some other stuff last night..its amazing what the fatigued and ibuprofen mixed with sugar mind will produce...;)(wink wink)...

i'm tired..my eyes feel heavy...took some ibuprofen to ward off the eye of the beast..not ready to go to bed though..not yet... so as the night goes on.. i decide to find inspiration..inspiration to blog..inspiration to add more songs to my blip list..inspiraton for hair..found one on youtube actually... she name goes by the name of Kinky Kurly Queen..she's natural...something i don't plan on doing..but her hair is GORGEOUS..curly and and when she wears it straight so of course i focus on her straight styles.. there was one in particular i liked.. check it here at 00:56 mark: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3THxWnY99hM&feature=channel_page that style is soooo me but i don't know if i can get my hair to get the exact wave and body with the same skill and precision...sigh... the style at 2:16 is also pretty..don't know if my hair is long enough but if i do grow it out..i absolutely would ROCK that style... enough about that..obviously i have nothing else better to...

HIYA!!!! seems like its been forever..couldn't go through a day without posting a blog now could i... been in bed most of the day...sleeping...eating when i had the appetite..now i just took a vitamin, iron pill with orange juice so i can be fully energized to write :).... not much going on with me as you can tell..glad to hear my friend made it through her hernia surgery okay...and is resting up...watched a little bit of tv and decided it was time to blog..even though i have nothing significant to say..at least make my presence be known.... my plan for 2nite instead of going out like most people my age would = reading my wg book youtube vids (yayyyy) twitter stalking ;) music tylenol PM sleep kk..i'm snug and comfy now...lets see how long it can hold off for the tylenol PM... and i'm seriously thinking about making my profile on twitter private..whatsup with all these autofollowers...

i played around some more and got this music gadget (look to ur right...its the flashy bright blue thingymahjig under the "my playlist") with a few dwele songs i like...the whole process involved me making yet ANOTHER account..so don't know if i'm too happy about that..but the end result is music when u come on this page..music i actually listen to and like..hope it's not to distracting with all the multiple links that i've been and will be posting...kind of goes with my ADD.... cue more shameless promotion..like what u hear and want to hear more of what i listen too...check me out on blip.fm..and imeem............................................................ i'm that chick..........................

i just got finished watching a baby story on TLC today..because it was the most exciting episode i seen yet... normally the show is good (mentioned in the my first post of all things RN) but pretty predictable..parents briefly explain how they met..they talk about how they're so excited for the baby to come..family members get some shine as well..then the birth is glimpsed over in the true tv fashion..you don't hear most of the screaming (all though there are some screamers now and then)..the exact amount of fluids expelled is not shown ( i understand, some things the regular viewer not really interested in health/medicine just doesn't want to see..and blood, amniotic fluid and placenta fall under that category)..and of course the va jay-jay or birth canal is blurred if the camera happens to catch a part of it.. but i, a soon to be RN, have seen a live birth (both spontaneous vaginal delivery and cesarean section) in all it's glory and beauty.. i have seen the extraordi...

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as i sit her listening to BETjazz soul sessions...and staring at my half eaten toast and grapes..i sit and wonder..how could i mess up pancakes!!! pancakes!!!!! PANCAKES!!!!!!!! maybe because i was trying to be all fancy, dancy and spice them up like that lady on the TV foodnetwork.. you know the one that's makes store bought taste like homemade..that's her whole slogan..now she's trying to pull this cheap eats deal..but that's another blog..anyways i tried to "spice" up regular pancake mix (which might have been old to begin with) with eggs, vanilla and milk..probably stirred it to much...had no oil so i decided to fry them with butter..all this = a major FAIL.. wait a minute, watching musiq's radio video..cool like..tried to find the link but that's a FAIL as well... back to my rant, so i messed up..majorly..and now i'm left eating toast and grapes now as i means of filling my unsatisfied craving...ugggghhhh.... it's getting hot...i'm abo...

good morning..rise and shine..i'm up..been up since 0900..figuring i'll get up..make some pancakes..make coffee..get dressed into something that's gonna keep me cool today..and wait to see what the day has in store for me..may blog some more..probably..may try to review some medications and dosages..probably not...may attempt to finish my wg book so when the book i order from barnes in noble comes in soon, i'll be ready to tackle that..sigh..we'll see.. i need to get myself into study mode so that when this online class comes in july..i'll be ready... Q-Tip - Life Is Better (feat. Norah Jones) Shared via AddThis

i think i want to change the layout of this blog..hoping to play around with this and find something that fits me..expect and update later 2nite...see how it goes..tootles :) UPDATE: so i tried to do a decent search..to make sure i just don't jump at the first thing that catches my eye...i really want to get this right..this popped for me though..the style and everything..i just have to adjust to it.. i might play around with other styles so if this changes by tomorrow or the next night after that..don't be alarmed.. it's like trying on clothes :).. p.s. that orange banner at the top is really bugging me though...ugggghhh...need to eliminate!! FINAL UPDATE: i'm getting used to this..i think this is it...orange banner and all..

ahhhh the smell of fresh cleaned bed sheets.... Glenn Lewis - Simple Things Shared via AddThis

attention future nurse..working nurses... retired nurses...non-nurses: there something i forgot to share..if you haven't heard there's a newsletter by the American Nurse Association..and you can subscribe..get daily updates on the latest health care news and trends called ANA Smart Brief ..here's the link to sign up: http://www.smartbrief.com/ana/ sign up today to get daily emails..good information..good sources...good stories...not just for nurses but for everyone who's breathing and has a pulse:)...check it... oh i forgot to add that it's FREE...no money..because i know some people may wonder...

it's been sometime since my last posts..did a little bit of nothing..laid around..thought i was going to sleep..but sleep never came..talked to my sister today on the phone..and now i have inspiration for this blog. i write this now not really knowing how i want to discuss this..or just exactly what i'm gonna write about..maybe it will just be another diarrhea of typing..like that assignment teachers give you in class..write something and don't lift your pen from the paper..as i sit in the living room, listening to the tv..waiting for the next gust of breeze to evaporate the sweat off my forehead..listening to the washing machine clean my bedsheets..i write this... why do we go through things..what purpose does it bring..what purpose do we bring..as we go about our daily lives..working...going to school...doing chores...what does it all mean..and how do we know what's instore for us..are we meant to know..will it be revealed as we live out dream/hopes/ promises.. if our...

rise and shine!!! its now almost 1100 so i can't really say that..it's almost lunch..and i'm about to eat some toast.. so how am i feeling today, you may ask..my reply would be "ahhhh i'd say okay"..glad my uterus decided to calm down upon awakening at 1000..yes.. i slept in people..actually i got up at 0645 but laid in bed till i fell back to sleep..but now i'm up for now..like i said 'bout to make some toast..and maybe have an orange..just wanted to say "good day.. peep the post below for some of my morning online rambling..this caught my eye..love looking @ quirky fashion.. just wanted to share the my morning view of the beautiful ko'olau mountain range

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well once i got started today, i was on a roll..maybe tomorrow will be the same..who knows..depends what tomorrow brings..may wake up early tomorrow..may not..may make pancakes tomorrow..may eat cereal..my wash my bed linen..may have lunch with whoever calls..may be content...may be grouchy.. may be fatigued..may be energized... who knows... but whatever the case may be..i'll be sure to blog about it :) doesn't that make you happy.. i'm tired..going to sleep.. but first.. I have given you an example, that you should do as I have done to you. —John 13:15 from http://www.rbc.org/devotionals/our-daily-bread/2009/06/02/devotion.aspx ... good nite..

is that you be on it..... sigh..where to start..where to start...first off let me get this off my chest..HAAAAAAAAAAAAA... u know i like to call myself an educated person..and on occasion i enjoy educated programming..but for the most part, like a majority of our nation, this nation that we call America..i like for lack of a better word, train wrecks waiting to happen..or that have occured and the damage is so unrepairable u can't turn back.. college hill:southbeach falls under this category.. can i say a WHOLE lot of HOTMESSNESS going on..and thankfully it's not coming from the women on the show..it's the DUDES... ahhhh where to start..where to start.. well let me start first by explaining what the show is to those of you reading this not knowing what the heck i'm talking about.. college hill is a show on BET(black entertainment television)..and as you can imagine a majority of the cast are..well..black...except one dude on their that's a "white jamacian...

"for brothas that fake jax, get laid on they back.." so heres what i'm listening too as i await for the new college hill: southbeach to pop up on the BET website..why wait when you can get it online(with less commercials)... anyway i'm listening currently listening INI...fine underground hiphop..here some links (for anyone that knows a better way to link music posts that play on your site..help a sistah out.. http://www.imeem.com/people/xhpdxo/music/Ivx-ou7j/pete-rock-ini-fakin-jax/ and http://www.imeem.com/dellone/music/dVuMomsi/pete-rock-grown-man-sport/ i need to find a better way peoples!!! you can find these songs also on my playlist on imeem: http://www.imeem.com/people/Ms-fger and i also add them to my blip playlist as well: http://blip.fm/Mikabee ... p.s..for tunes go to Pandora radion @ http://www.pandora.com/ ... free radio that caters to your listening needs :)

by no means am "the nurse ambassador" or such things of that nature..but seeing as i just graduated from nursing school and hope to be working successfully as a nurse in the soon future..i just wanted to share some things i enjoy in my "nursing leisure time"... first off..there is an amazing forum for all prospective, student and working nurses to join... its called allnurses.com, here is the link: http://allnurses.com/whyjoin-info.html ... check it out..good stuff..i even posted a few responses/posts on there.. can get good information dealing with any type of nursing field: ICU, ER, OB(mother/baby, L&D), subacute care..you name it... i also recommend any future or working health care professional along with anyone else who can stand the blood and guts to turn to Discovery Health channel at some point of time in there lives..fascinating shows, real life situations..can't get much closer to the hospital than that on TV..shows to note are Trauma: Life in the...

whats in a dream..what to they mean.. i will never know.. me and my sister often times tell each others dreams.. the one's that stick out..in an attempt to analyze exactly what that particular dream meant..there are various websites dedicated to this freudian task of dream analyzing..even phony psyhics take a crack at it.. maybe sometimes dreams are just not meant to be understood.. i've had several dreams of babies..in one, i walked into the baby's room to find a beautiful round headed baby sleeping in it's crib, awakening from it's sleep.. i picked up the baby to tend to it's needs only to find that i didn't feel like the baby was my own, it couldn't be..how could i've created something so fragile and beautiful without remembering where the baby came from (delivery, pregnancy, conception, nothing)..and in another dream i had a dream i was overlooking a baby in a hospital..it was supposed to be premature..with tubes and all..but the minute i laid ey...

sigh..so it's about 1448, June 2,2009 and i haven't made a post since about 2200 last night..u missed me... i know you did.. whoever is reading this beside myself and a selective few i felt brave enough to share this with {Shout out to my big sis punchiebaby!! glad u like this! love ya;)}..and too everyone else who stumbles across..thanks for taking the time to try to comprehend the madness that is my sanity..as i go on in this blogging adventure you will find that there is a method to my madness.. ladida..so i was an early bird again today..woke up at 730 to my phone letting me know that i had 6 new emails.. i skimmed through of course and decided to wake up to attempt to start my day..took a nap about 1130 and woke up at 1300 for a lunch of salad, popcorn, and lomilomi salad and haupia ( hawaiian translation time: lomilomi salad= diced tuna fish salad of tomato and onion + haupia= cocunut pudding/jello= yummy) but i'm sure you care less of what i ate...just wanted to wri...

i just realized it is not tuesday yet..the real time of this post will be 2206 on June 1st..anywhoo.. just wanted to wind down the day or should i say night.. ended up skimming the vibe mag..read some of the WG book, and attempted to look at my Saunders book!! yay!!..sigh.. watched some of intervention and obessessed tonight..(chick is crazy to let someone hold a knife to her throat..but this is the same chick that bust into dude's house last week knowing good and well he's a germaphobe..and was like can i use your bathroom, my period is on..should have seen the look on ol' dudes face..and after, she was like rub your face on the towel i used to wash my hands of my vaginal secretions..don't believe it, watch the show.. i kid you not !) ..but it's now 2211..and i'm far from sleepy (gotta love how night shift changed my biorhythm...that mid morning power nap fully helped too..probably won't wind down till 2330-00..sigh..) i took some pictures tonight playing w...

so the erykah/goapele concert was AWESOME!!! man, ms.badu is siiiiiiiiccckkkkk!! (and i mean that in the best way)..the show was Great.. she perfomed a couple songs from her recent album New Amerykah, pt. 1: 4th world war..click here for a taste: http://www.imeem.com/artists/erykah_badu/album/axdOL6Eg/new-amerykah-pt-1-4th-world-war-album/ she also covered classics like on and on..love of my life..and back in the day... i wish she was on there longer(only was on stage for about 45 min to an hour b4 some whack rapper came on as a interlude to goapele.. goapele was good too..she did a new song called milk and honey..pretty hot..and of course her hit closer.. it was a Great night..good food, good drinks, good friends..good music..whatmore can i say.. alot of people turned out as well..good to know good music gets around