....hello twenty twelve...

..so i know it's been a minute.... nine months to be exact since i posted a blog... i don't really know what my excuse is except life...life has happened is happening and is here to stay for i hope decades and decades to come...and here i am approaching the end of my twenties...okay...i have a few more years left so now at 27 i'm in the middle of the mid or late twenties and i'm learning so much about myself and have a TON and i mean TON more to learn...
...i mean i'm just getting this taking care of my own self thing down...that includes paying monthly and misc. bills, rent, beginning my career on a mother baby care unit, social life (or more specifically attempting to maintain a social life in between the whirlwind of my body's circadian rhythm from rotating between evening and night shifts at the hospital)...and with my parents now living in north carolina, i'm truly TRULY on my own down here in hawaii..so life has grasped me by collar, shaked me around a bit and shouted "THIS IS IT GIRL!!! STOP YOUR CRYING AND GET USED TO IT!!!!......
....so here i am, fatigued, went thru a couple or emotional, personal, and financial stumbles but IM STILL HERE!!! and never have i felt so ALIVE then now...so i'm attempting to come back to you (you meaning this blog and whoever is reading this) in hopes of logging this year through all the ups,downs and in betweens for me in twenty twelve!!!
....so here i am to put on my best Chris Brown voice to say to you: (ahem, clears throat) "LEGGGGOOOOOOO!"

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