inspiration..motivation..dunno..

i'm tired..my eyes feel heavy...took some ibuprofen to ward off the eye of the beast..not ready to go to bed though..not yet...

so as the night goes on.. i decide to find inspiration..inspiration to blog..inspiration to add more songs to my blip list..inspiraton for hair..found one on youtube actually...

she name goes by the name of Kinky Kurly Queen..she's natural...something i don't plan on doing..but her hair is GORGEOUS..curly and and when she wears it straight so of course i focus on her straight styles.. there was one in particular i liked..

check it here at 00:56 mark: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3THxWnY99hM&feature=channel_page
that style is soooo me but i don't know if i can get my hair to get the exact wave and body with the same skill and precision...sigh...
the style at 2:16 is also pretty..don't know if my hair is long enough but if i do grow it out..i absolutely would ROCK that style...

enough about that..obviously i have nothing else better to do..so i did some twitter cleaning..now i'm listening to pandora radio and looking for songs i want to add to my blip.fm playlist...can't find anything..you know what it feels like.. i have a case of writers block...except not with words...if that makes any sense whatsoever.. i

think i vaguely know why i'm trying to distract myself with all these mundane tasks..maybe i'm trying to fill a void...what the void is i just can't pinpoint...maybe's it's missing my pals...maybe it's not going out on this friday night ( how could i top last week though)..maybe it's not having a job or school at this time as means of motivation...maybe i'm trying to avoid studying for my boards...or

maybe it's trying to convince myself i'm not interested...just occupying my time... i think it's cool that you follow me twitter... i like following you too...even though i don't know what all those symbols mean..i'm interested in finding out..i like your taste in music...a little bit of everything.. i like the hip hop you listen too.. glad to know you respect the hiphop i listen too..i like your rhythm...

geeesshhh what am i talking about...i don't know myself...i want to so desperately to erase the previous paragraph..but what would be the purpose of this blog if i did..it's bugging me..having that there...it really is...like i'm admitting something i've been trying to supress... but what because i'm not really THAT interested...right?

ohhh look at the time..time for more youtube!

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