God's Work......






ok...i'm back...well i came back for this...because as i told my sister today over the phone nothing is coincidence...so hear goes...
i was just minding my business (watching survivor and browsing the web), sitting on my bed when a bright light from outside my window caught my attention...i peered and gazed directly at a full mooon...now you know if you read this blog in it's earlier phases, i kinda have a thing for full moons...or the moon for any fact of the matter...i love the moon...been fascinated with since...so it's nothing new for me take some time to gaze and admire from time to time...but something at the moment told me to go outside and really look...maybe it's the fact that it was so bright...and i had nothing else on my agenda...and i've been in a reflective/appreciative state of mood lately...probably a combo of all those things..anyways some told me to go outside and stare, and to grab my phone on the way so i could take a picture for future reference...
so i rushed outside in such a blur that made my father comment "what is that, oh that's mika..why is she going outside..enter mother; "what???? what did you say?"...(parent's conversation aside)....and then there was me and her..staring at each other once again...i took a picture..."hello old friend how you been?" i said...ok not really, but you get the point...she smiled back...and as we talked she pointed me to her friend..."is that a plane?" i asked...she smiled back...grinned back..."ok, so you're not gonna tell me..i can't guess... i know it's not a star 'cause it's huge...so let me enlist some help"...
i called for my father and he came to my side..."what is that" i asked him..pointed to the stagnant pulsating orb under the moon..."oh that's jupiter...it's the closest it's every been to us and won't be in another 22 years... read it today"...i looked at the moon, she smiled back..."is he right? is that who you're introducing me to?..hmmpphh..let me go check"...see my father likes to think he knows everything but sometimes, oftentimes he's full of it...he just like the sound of his own voice...so yeah i wasn't fully convinced until OUILA!!!!!...there it was after i typed in full moon..."JUPITER on 22nd can be viewed at the east"...or something like that...
so he was right..."he's right!!!! i exclaimed...
so as i went once more to gaze and take more pics..i got misty eyed...which if you know me is nothing new either...but i wanted to cry and thank God...and did thank God...because here i was witnessing something that most didn't, wouldn't and probably never will...here i was looking face to face to planet i've only seen on tv and at the planetarium as a child...i mean i haven't even met mars are venus which are far much closer so how could this be!!!...it's God!!! i know for sure...talking to me and showing me first hand the wonders of his magnificent work...it's like HE was say "here mika!!! look what i made...this planet that many need powerful telescopes bigger than a house to view...here it is for you so see with just the eyes i gave you...cause i can do that you know!!!"...
so there i was...me, the moon, jupiter, and God...together....i was humbled...am humbled...i felt so small but at the same time so big...it's hard to discribe...but i know God was telling me to put everything aside the moment i got off my bed to stare at moon, to just put aside my mindless tv watching and web browsing...to put aside my thoughts...my thoughts of where exactly am i going...where will i be...what is my purpose...is this truly meant to be...and just be....with HIM and his creations...and HE told me at the moment of being..." I made this just as i made you...so don't worry!!!! I got you...I'm here..."




DISCLAIMER!!!!!: this is NOT...repeat...NOT my own actual photo...i swiped it off twitter because i'm too lazy to post my own...plus mine didn't come out that great...plus the battery on the camera went dead...ok...enough excuses....DEUCES...

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